Saturday, July 23, 2011

Camp and internet

So i went to cam last week, and i enjoy it a lot. i have to say some other moment i felt down; i was like i should not be here. My team was the green team "The Green Lantern." We liked the name and out of six we made the fifth position. i have to say i learned a lot from humility and also from leadership. i am too nice sometimes and i have to make myself respect a little more, but it is too hard just to put a strong voice and do not sound mean. i will learn to have a balance. By the way i learn also that i can rock my green suspenders. Nice!
i was very sad that i was not able to give some points to my team till i got second place on pool belly flop. The other competition of mud pit belly flop went all wring but funny. i did a skip of water with my body got the six place but at least i did something impressive, thanks Lord.
The service of during the night were amazing now, that i have internet i will try to make some notes in here of them and put the pictures of my department hopefully next week.
This is the report i have to say so far. Thanks for reading and keeping contact.

Sunday, July 3, 2011

It's not that i've been lazy. i just feel weird.

Now with all the moving and that stuff. i do feel weird. i cannot put a name on it, nor point it out like "This is it!" or "Here look." i cannot describe, but there is some sadness in the house. most of my stuff is in boxes in the house, and this part of my life just feel blurry. i cannot grasp it neither can i name it. A mix of emotion just in my heart and guts. i feel that there is not much i can do but i feel restless. i can just get in to my bedroom and let things just happen, but what else can i do? just wait till each day came and i do my move. Just a few more days. i cannot make the whole idea of moving. There is a part of me that is scared of course, but that same thing that scare me moves me forward. There is so much to do but i do not want to do it. i feel that most part of the world is just moving too fast for me and i do move fast, walk fast, eat fast, run fast, drive fast, except for shower which i do recognize i am slow at that. There is no much people to tell, in fact today there was nobody to tell about this feeling and it will be posted here to everybody who wants to read it will read it, but no body will.
i hate feeling likes this. It is annoying for me. i just can not deal with it i want to withdraw from everything but i know tomorrow will be a new different day. i hope that this week goes normally and plainly.

Saturday, July 2, 2011


i will be moving during this coming week so i doubt there would be a few updates, but pictures of the house will be held here soon!

Friday, July 1, 2011

Found it!

Finally i found the house i am moving in with my firends...  it does sound exciting but the down payment, pretty much eat all my paycheck for this month.
i will see how we do the moving; yes! i am so excited.