i do not know what to ask life. i ask for friends who care, for friends that when they see you not doing well will do something. i will do something if my friends are not doing good. i will walk miles, swim the ocean, stop doing what i might be doing and run to help them. Run to see them. Is this wrong?
Where can i draw the line for friendships, where can i say this is me and these are my friends?
Life does not play fair i know. They all have friends and i know i chose to fade away, i chose to see if one of them will care, but life keep them very busy...
i should do something more than just stay here... i need a hobby more than just play video games.